GABON Video

I love to watch it over and over again.

SURVIVOR: GABON - loved the epi

I just watched the latest episode of survivor gabon in QTV. I love it. The Best Episode for me since i watched survivor. I love matty and sugar and bob. I hope one of them wins the game. The just love how it morph as the most exciting survivor ever. At first it was so boring, one team dominated every immunity challenge then the switch came and everything was changed since then.

My Survivors:

Matty Whitmore

Sugar Kiper

Bob Crowley

Life Crisis

its really been a while since i last posted here. For the past month, I had this crisis in my life. Maybe a lot of people is feeling what I felt. I had gone through an emotional and personal crisis. I was really upset that my life was going no where but down. I needed to find myself and what I really wanted my life would be. In this crisis, I have realized a lot things that is very essential in this life. I have gained wisdom. And most of all it accelerated my spiritual life.

Now, I have understood that fear is the main cause of my failures in life. I realized that I should be fearless in taking chances in the opportunities that God is giving me everyday to be a better person. I also know now that the only being that should fear is God and anything else doesn't matter.

I'm am going through a process of knowing myself and capabilities right now. I am learning to be a strong, courageous and wise person. I hope that I can pass this challenge in my life.

a quote

Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about Creating yourself.

my Goal

I've made my decision and I'm sticking to it. I'm gonna set my goal straight. My plan is to branch out in GenSan. I also want to put up a pharmacy in our other store. Early next year, I will make it happen. This is my goal. I will do everything to fulfill my mothers wishes and still live my own life.

Taking the First Step

"A journey of a thousand miles start with the first step." - Lao Tzu.

This is a quote given by symphony of love. It hit me right away. Taking the first step for me is like making miracles happen. hahahaha.... Seriously, there are a lot of hindrances, mentally and emotionally. I lack the courage and confidence to take it. I am not mentally stable. I have a lot doubts in myself. And also my mom doubts my capabilities. She thinks that I'm still her little girl. She 's having a hard time letting me go. But i'll admit I'm also having a hard time letting her go. I can't do anything without her. She's been always there for me. But she is not getting younger. I can't imagine my life without her. That is why I want to be more matured to be ready for the future. Its really hard. But I have to take it. No matter what. I'm the one who's gonna suffer in the future. I want to take responsibility for my life. I hope she'll understand that.

It only takes one step with interest and perseverance to make it happen.

Photo: one step by ~Lucem